You Don’t Have A Good Choice (Becoming: Part Four)

We have seen Buffy, the Slayer, fighting evil for two seasons now. We were introduced to her in Welcome to the Hellmouth, as she introduced us to the show. In Killed by Death, we saw her experiencing some vital firsts: her first brush with the supernatural, her first acts of heroism, and her first experience with death. We got a full non-canonical-but-informative prequel story in 1992. But this episode, right here, is where we finally get it. Buffy Summers’ origin story. This is the start of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

He’s A Vampire – He Should Die (Becoming: Part Three)

This is the third of four essays on Becoming. The first focused on Willow’s arc; the second on the journeys of Angel, Spike and Drusilla; the fourth will focus on Buffy’s arc and final choice. I feel like we should acknowledge, at this point, two big clouds of controversy hanging over this episode: the debateContinue reading “He’s A Vampire – He Should Die (Becoming: Part Three)”

You Made Me The Man I Am Today (Becoming: Part Two)

This is the second of four essays on Becoming. The first focused on Willow’s arc; the third on the re-souling debate and Xander’s Lie; the fourth on Buffy’s arc and final choice. It’s a shame that Darla is dead. She is notable for her absence in this season, which introduces and then focuses so heavilyContinue reading “You Made Me The Man I Am Today (Becoming: Part Two)”

The Magicks I Used Are Very Powerful (Becoming: Part One)

This is the first of four essays on Becoming. The second will focus on the journeys of Angel, Spike and Drusilla; the third on the re-souling debate and Xander’s Lie; the fourth on Buffy’s arc and final choice. “Willow… channeling such potent magicks through yourself… it could open a door that you may not beContinue reading “The Magicks I Used Are Very Powerful (Becoming: Part One)”

I Hate It When They Drown Me (Go Fish)

Guillermo Del Toro’s 2017 masterpiece The Shape of Water – a film built around the love story between a human woman and the “monstrous” Amphibian Man she finds a kindred spirit with – closes out its runtime with a shot of two lovers submerged beneath the water, and a poem that the narrator tells usContinue reading “I Hate It When They Drown Me (Go Fish)”

When I Look Into The Future, All I See Is You (I Only Have Eyes For You)

My love must be a kind of blind love. I can’t see anyone but you. Are the stars out tonight?  I don’t know if it’s cloudy tonight. I only have eyes for you dear. The moon may be high. But I can’t see a thing in the sky. I only have eyes for you. OnContinue reading “When I Look Into The Future, All I See Is You (I Only Have Eyes For You)”

Girls Are Going To Die (Killed by Death)

“You can’t fight death.” This episode opens with Buffy pursuing a vampire on a regular patrol, while visibly hampered by disease (the flu, as we quickly learn). She insists that she can fight, that she must fight, because she can’t handle the idea that someone might die as a result of any inaction by her.Continue reading “Girls Are Going To Die (Killed by Death)”

Whatever You Think You’re Feeling, It’s Not Love (Bewitched, Bothered, and Bewildered)

Last week, the show explored the fall-out from the Buffy/Angel disintegration through Willow, and her relationship with her new Monster Boyfriend. This week, it’s Xander and Cordelia’s turn to reflect the season’s central romance. There is no Monster Girlfriend for Xander – as much as he insists that dating Cordelia is more dangerous than fightingContinue reading “Whatever You Think You’re Feeling, It’s Not Love (Bewitched, Bothered, and Bewildered)”

The Wolf Is Inside Me All The Time (Phases)

With Angel making the switch from Love Interest to Big Bad last episode, the show switches its central focus too. The first two thirds of the season were concerned with Buffy’s burgeoning romanticism, and asking questions about it.Would she would commit to a sexual relationship with Angel? If she does, how will that go forContinue reading “The Wolf Is Inside Me All The Time (Phases)”

A Person Doesn’t Just Wake Up And Stop Loving Someone (Innocence)

Buffy the Vampire Slayer always has very thoughtful episode titles, often working on multiple levels to indicate a thematic throughline, but it is rare that a title so completely captures an episode’s many ideas as Innocence. The concept of innocence defines this episode, in the manner of all its definitions. I don’t want to startContinue reading “A Person Doesn’t Just Wake Up And Stop Loving Someone (Innocence)”